I must have this jacket...

While Emma is napping, heres an update! Jon got his new job. meaning, less stress financially.. but also, less time to be home with us. virtually no time actually. And at a bad time. Emma is now 3 weeks old as of yesterday and with that comes mucho fussiness. I feel horrible getting frustrated with her but when she's crying nonstop and wont sleep, all I can do is cry with her.. I'll be glad when she gets a little bit older so that we can get a routine going and I wont feel bad loaning her out to a sitter for a few days so I can go back to work and regain some sanity. 

We had our first successful bath time last night! meaning, significantly less screaming. :) Then we read some stories (never too soon to start!), drank a bottle, and fell asleep(for a few hours). 

Ive been getting used to the momma life. Definitely hating the thought of and also looking forward to going back to work.. the only person I trust leaving her with is Jon! but the bills need to be paid.
Ive recently signed up for pinterest! lovvve it! Its like tumblr, but organized. and Ive seen a few crafts id like to try soon. 
right now thou, were watching harry potter and enjoying some twizzlers <3family time.

Today's the third day home with miss emma grace hope. Im so thankful to have the boo home with me this first month because its making this whole experience a lot less stressful than it would be otherwise. less stress= more time to enjoy my daughters beautiful little sounds and faces. There have been some rough patches.. but for the most part I couldn't imagine being happier! :)) She is amazing. She is my world. 

When it starts to get a little brisk at night and the days are just gorgeous. Break out the sweaters, boots, and hot drinks that warm up your insides and make you feel all toasty. It's my favorite time of year! :) I have a few days of quiet before a newborn enters the home and it is maybe not so easy peasy around here.. soo Im trying my best not to worry, and relax.

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She could arrive at any moment. My due date is monday and I am so excited and so scared. I have never experienced anything like this. I have no idea what to expect, but Im doing my best to prepare..

few weeks ago..

Emma Grace <3

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